Living was a game. But now I seem to walk in dreams...

[talkyourwayout]

It shouldn't require any thought. This was just hanging out with her friend. Alone. Sure, the last time they'd done that, everything had gone wrong, and Gobo had nearly died. But it was okay, now. He was even due to try speaking again soon. And on the mend or not, Gobo was still Gobo. So why did Lexi feel uneasy and a little sick?

She arrived directly inside the Other Duckburg's manor, for once, and was relieved for having that much less to do or think about. She was directed to conservatory, not at all surprised to hear that's where Gobo was.

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[talkyourwayout]

She just couldn't stop laughing, it was too funny - too wonderful - though she had enough peace of mind to let go of his tail after a second, finally.

When she finally managed to speak, her eyes were brimming with tears, and it was impossible even for her to know if it was from laughing that hard or from the joy.

"It's good to hear your voice," she said, managing to speak clearly for nearly the whole sentence before dissolving into giggles again. "No more hanging around Unca Scrooge for you. Or Huey, or-!" There was, honestly, no shortage of people Gobo could have picked up on that habit from, but giggles ate the rest of the list.

[gobetween]

Once his tail was free he hopped back up, crouching in a space in the wall. That had certainly not been his intent, or his idea of a 'first word' to say. Though... Lexi's giggles were infectious, and it wasn't long at all before Gobo himself was laughing. An honest, hearty laugh- with his voice.

[talkyourwayout]

"Welcome back," Lexi breathed out when the giggles finally subsided. She was still grinning, though, looking smug. That laugh, that voice... Music to her ears.

[gobetween]

"Yeah, I..." How easy it would be to just drop back to his signs.

But how GOOD it felt to be using his voice!

"...guess I just needed a little push." A soft snicker. "Or a pull."

[talkyourwayout]

Lexi nodded, lightly plucking at her hoodie. "Happy to be of service," she joked lightly. She'd been looking behind her all this time, but now she fully turned around, sitting cross-legged with her front against the back of the bench. "You did it, man."

[gobetween]

"Yeah, I guess." He settled in the wall again, much as he had been before, resting his head atop his arms. His voice was mostly normal, though it had that same husky quality to it one might in the early morning after waking up. Would definitely have to have the kinks worked out.

Still... Voice was just one thing, wasn't it? If Lexi asked if he wanted to leave the yard, honestly.. he wouldn't know his answer.

[talkyourwayout]

"You guess? Sure, Gobo, it was an accident, but you could've gone right back to signing. You didn't." She lay one hand over both of his, poking through the holes. "Give yourself some credit - you're usually really good at that."

[gobetween]

"No I'm not." But there was still a pleased smile there, though it did fade after a moment. He'd have to bring up his concerns, wouldn't he? Particularly with what he thought of as he went to speak.

"I think I was using my voice as an excuse, though."

[talkyourwayout]

Lexi glanced down at her lap, then looked back up at Gobo and nodded. Okay, so they were doing this, if Gobo was ready - and it seemed like he was, now. "Yeah. I know."

[gobetween]

Now that his voice had been "unblocked," it felt like everything else was coming as a rush, able to be properly expressed now, without having to hide behind a restricted number of signs.

"You were right earlier. I have been scared. I've been... kinda feeling like I did when I was a kid, actually. Nervous, wanting to stay where it was familiar instead of go out to the unknown, that sorta stuff. Not wanting to use my voice, I guess, what just the easiest way of avoiding everything."

[talkyourwayout]

Lexi nodded calmly when Gobo finished speaking. "I get that. So... What do you want to do about it?"

A simple question, but it said a lot: That this was his call, his choice, and no matter what choice he made, she'd be there for him.