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New, and a bit alarming, who'd have ever thought that this could be?

Lexi's first crush had come when she was about eleven, and had ended before she was twelve. Webby's interest in her and her family, though unnerving, had been flattering - and she was nice to Lexi. That went a long way to a kid who'd barely had friends outside of family prior to that. But, ultimately, it had been a passing infatuation with someone who she wasn't suited for, and who wasn't suited for her.

There had been other people in her teenage years - crushes and relationships alike - with all kinds of people, and plenty of meaningless flirtations in addition to those. For a while, she'd thought that was what she'd been doing with Gobo - flirting harmlessly. It was certainly fun, but he was, well, Gobo. It clearly didn't mean anything.

Right? The thing was, she found herself thinking about Gobo a lot, even when they weren't together. Notable experiences left her eager to tell him, and she often wondered if he'd like this or that thing... He was becoming a big part of her life. That was still a bit scary to Lexi with anyone, but in this case? Doubly so.

At least she knew who to go to when it came to any sort of strange thing like this. And she knew Louie was in town for a bit, so off to Donald's place she headed.

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He certainly did know. Smiling some, he rocked backward and up to his feet, taking a moment to brush his knees off.

"Yeah, there's almost nobody better than a Fraggle for finding acceptance like that." He waved a hand over to the sitting area underneath a couple of nearby trees. "So, how long have you known?"

Lexi smiled a bit, herself, glad that Louie had said it for her. She rubbed her arm as she followed him and took a seat. "Over a week, now. I kinda suspected that maybe it was happening, but the other day, well. We'd been hanging out at the Manor, and it wasn't even twenty minutes after he'd left that I started wondering when I'd see him next." She sighed. "I was already looking forward to spending more time with him."

He sat on the hammock nearby, right in the middle. "Definitely sounds like you like him. And I take it he doesn't know yet. Do you think he likes you back...?"

"He doesn't know, but..." She shrugged until her shoulders looked practically against her ears. "I think he might feel the same way. I mean," she relaxed her shoulders, "after we first met, he stuck around the Manor because he wanted to know more about me, and - sure, he can wear his heart on his sleeve anyway, but whenever we're talking, he's so open, and honest. And he really wants me to be that way with him, too. He likes it when I am."

He thought about that for a few moments, weighing everything. Gobo certainly could wear his heart on his sleeve, and while he knew that identity and individualism was important to every Fraggle, and thus encouraged in anyone they associated with, there was something different about the way Lexi was talking about it here.

"So, if he likes you being honest with him, and you think he might like you back, I think you know what you have to do." He looked at her, tilting his head some. "Then why come to me first?"

It was an honest question, but not one he meant in offense. There was something here that was keeping Lexi from going straight to Gobo about this, whether it was her still figuring out if she did indeed like him like that, or something else entirely. Asking her about it might be an opening she needs to talk about.. whatever it is.

Lexi scowled at him. She knew Louie was pretty hippie-dippie, but... "You really have to ask that? He's a Fraggle, Louie! People wouldn't get it, and... Besides, he's not even from here. What if he decides to go back to the Rock?"

"No offense, but you're a little further 'not from here'," and yes he did air quotes, "than the Fraggle is."

Chuckling some, he gave her a smile as he kicked his legs, setting the hammock swinging just slightly. "Besides, who cares if people get it, so long as you're happy? Look at some of the other couples you know. Heck, look at how it was when you were first getting who you were. You ultimately didn't care what 'other people'," more air quotes, "might or might not get then.

"Why's it so different now?"

Lexi looked down at her lap for a good, long moment. No, she hadn't wound up caring what others thought of her with that, but... There was a big difference here.

Actually, there was a small difference here. About two feet tall.

"Yeah, well, this time it's not just me who they wouldn't get. And I know! I know Gobo wouldn't care, either, and that if anyone gave him a hard time, they'd get their ass handed to them one way or another! But... He shouldn't have to worry about it at all."

He looked at her, quietly considering. Then, expression light and voice gentle but serious, he spoke.

"That's not your decision. That's Gobo's. It's up to him to decide if he would, or should, worry about that sort of thing."

She knew he was right, deep down... And the idea that - maybe - Gobo would want to be with her despite what anyone thought; despite how strange it may seem? It was nice to think about.

But it left her with one clear course of action, and that made her gulp.

"I gotta talk to him."

He nodded once; that was just what he wanted to hear.

"If you'd like some privacy to talk to him, I can summon him here? There's an enchanted Fraggle Hole not that far away."

Here was at least quieter than the Manor on any given day, even with half its usual inhabitants living halfway across the country.

Lexi leaned forward and placed her hands between her knees. She took a deep breath, then nodded.

"Yeah. I think that's a good idea. Thanks, man."

He smiled and nodded, then hopped off the hammock with all the difficulty attributed to such devices. Walking across the yard, he went around to a wood pile by the toolshed. It was stacked in such a way that left an impossible looking gap down in the middle, and it was into this gap that Louie reached. His fingers touched a sigil marked there, and a pulse of light went out from it, then travelled back into the darkness of the pile and down before disappearing.

"Alright, that should reach him soon. I'm gonna head inside to give you guys some room to talk." As he passed his goods left on the lawn, he snickered and waved a finger. "And no touching. That goes for Gobo too."

With a wink and a smile, he walked inside and shut the sliding door behind him.

It was a well-rounded five minutes before anything happened over at the wood pile. Movement could be spotted deep into the shadows and then, after a momentary delay, Gobo leaned his head out and looked around. Spotting Lexi in the yard, he brightened and walked over to her, raising a hand.

"Hey there! Was that you who called me up?"

Despite her nerves, she couldn't help a smile when he popped out. She noticed how he perked up right away when he saw her, too, and her smile just grew at that.

"Kinda? Louie called, 'cause I wanted to talk to you." She patted the arm of the lawn chair she was seated in. "C'mere?"

He was curious, but she seemed happy so it didn't seem bad. Wonder what it was about?

Walking over, he easily hopped up to the arm of the chair, using a bit of the seat to do it. Once he was settled, he looked at her with a smile.

"What's up?" As he relaxed in place, his tail idly curled around him, draped across Lexi's wrist as it rested.

Why did that feel so right, that casual and familiar contact? Okay, so she knew why. It just had never been this easy before, even with all the complications.

"Well... I've been thinking about something, but I want you to know there's, you know, no pressure, okay? Because... Well, I don't even know for sure what you'll think about this, but also because it'd be this whole thing. There's so many differences to deal with..."

...

Nope, he was already lost.

"Uh, alright. Take it a little at a time, okay?"

She seemed confused about something, but maybe baby steps can have her sort it out (and have him understand).

She sighed and nodded. Alright, she could handle this - she was Alexandria Duck, she could talk her way through anything.

"Gobo, I- I want you to know something. It's important, but it's not a big deal- No! It is a big deal, but just... It's not anyone else's business, you know? Not that I don't- Ugh." She dragged her hands down her face. Okay, she could talk her way through almost anything - but not this. So if she didn't have the words for what she was trying to convey...

She closed her eyes, leaned in, and kissed him. It was quick, and simple, but it felt so sweet - and at least it got her to stop talking. When she pulled back, she did so just barely, her face just a couple of inches from Gobo's as she watched him carefully.

His tail twitched on her arm and, even if by tickle only, she'd be able to feel the poof spread out with a jolt through him. The kiss was quick but left a lasting effect on him, as he stared at her wide-eyed when she pulled away. This close there wouldn't be much to see but his eyes, though she might get the impression of a deep flush blossoming under his fur. His eyes ticked back and forth quickly and looked at her, long and deeply, almost picking her apart. Then they shut tightly, he took in a breath, hands clenching and unclenching at his sides-

Then he pushed into another kiss, holding it half a beat longer than she had hers. While she'd remained close on pulling away he didn't, turning his head to look elsewhere with his eyes still shut tight. He couldn't believe that happened! And she'd started it! So she had the feelings too- but this was new and even if she'd started it he was still nervous, and Not Looking made it easier somehow-

The tail was still draped across her arm, but the poof was still flared out, both pretty clear indicators of where his mind was right now.

Seeing Gobo so nervous, so concerned... It shifted something in her way of thinking about all of this. She cared for him so much, and didn't want him to be scared or ashamed of what he'd done.

He'd kissed her.

"Hey. Hey, it's alright... Listen to me, okay?" she requested gently. "It's a little scary to me, too. But for once, I don't think being scared is such a bad thing." Her arms wrapped around him in a gentle hug. "You've become one of the best parts of my life, Gobo."

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He drew in a small breath when he hugged her, and then it all just... sank in. She liked him. She liked him! She liked him the way that he liked her. He thought about however long now, being unsure if he'd felt like that, if she did. The idea that even if he did like her, what then? They led such different lives, were such different people... It'd taken talking to one of his own best friends, in an unknowing parallel to Lexi today with Louie, to sort things out. He just didn't know where to go from there.

And then she kissed him. And where to go suddenly became crystal clear.

"You're one of the best parts of my life too, Lexi." He wrapped his arms around her in kind, as good as he was able, and nuzzled against her gently.

That nuzzle warmed her from the inside out, and she gave Gobo a squeeze before she leaned back a bit, just enough to look at him properly.

"So... You and me, then?" she asked, the hope in her voice strong. She brushed a hand sideways through his hair, then rested it on his cheek.

That simple touch thrilled him and he nodded, placing a hand atop hers.

"Yeah. You and me."

She beamed at that, nodding just a little. Her voice was small and strained, in a deeply emotional but happy way, as she spoke. "Cool."

Because it was. It was extremely cool, and comfortable, and- Man, she was just so happy. She hugged him again; held him close.

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